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The mind must
stay with the movement of the foot while you are
walking. If the mind goes to other parts of the
foot such as beneath the foot or knee then the
concentration becomes weak. Unless you slow down
your stepping, you are unable to watch precisely
and energetically. Then your concentration is
weak.
You must not look around here and there. Desire
is a cause and looking is an effect. When the
cause is destroyed , there would not arise an
effect. When the desire has been destroyed there
would not arise the effect of looking and so you
would not look. So the best way of controlling
your eyes is to note the desire to look when it
arises. When you have a desire to look at
something, then you should note 'desire,
desire', until the desire has disappeared. When
the desire has disappeared you won't look
around, then your concentration won't break. So
be careful to note desire, to observe desire
until it has disappeared. Only after it has
disappeared you can continue to observe the
movement of the foot as usual.
When you have been walking five or ten minutes
your mind may go out, your mind may wander, or
you may think about something. Then you stop
walking, stand still and note 'wandering', or
'thinking' until that thought has
disappeared.After it has disappeared, you resume
your walking.
(Canberra Retreat, 1990)
Your stepping must be short, about the length of
a foot so that you can put down your foot very
well and note it very precisely and closely. If
your step is long, then before you put your foot
well on the ground or floor you may
unconsciously already have lifted the heel of
the other foot. You then miss the awareness of
the lifting of the heel when you note 'lifting'.
That is because your step is long. After you
have put down your foot very well in its place,
you begin to lift your heel of the other foot.
You can then note it very well and you can be
aware of the very beginning of the lifting of
the heel.
After you have noted 'left, right' for about 10
minutes, you may note 3 parts of a step,
'lifting, pushing, dropping'. If you think you
can skip the noting of 2 parts of a step, then
go straight to the noting of 3 parts. Awareness
of 2 parts of a step is not very good because it
is as if you lift the foot and drop or put it
down at the same place. Actually after you lift
the foot you have to push it forward a certain
distance and then put it down. By noting
'dropping' after 'lifting' you have skipped
noting the process of pushing movement,
'pushing'. The middle part of the step is lost.
So if you think you are able to note 3 parts
after noting 'left, right' then you should do
it.
When you drop your foot down then the foot
touches the ground or floor. You can note it as
'touching'. In this way you note, 'lifting,
pushing, dropping, touching'. Also when your
foot from the very beginning of the lifting of
the heel. Immediately before you lift the heel
of the other foot, you have to press the front
foot a little bit . Then that pressure must be
aware of and noted as 'pressing'. 'Lifting,
pushing, dropping, touching, pressing'. The
Commentary said that a step may be noted in 6
parts. As such when you lift the heel note
'lifting' and when you raise the toes you note
'raising'. In this way 'lifting, raising,
pushing, dropping, touching, pressing'. (St.
Paul's Retreat, 1990)
Every action is preceded by a mental process,
that is wishing, wanting or intending. When you
wish to lift the foot, you lift it. When you
want to lift the foot, you do it. When you
intend to lift the foot, you do it. Not only
lifting of the foot but also all other actions
and movements are preceded by the mental process
of wishing, wanting or intending. If you are
able to note intention, wanting or wishing then
you come to realize the relationship between the
movement of the foot and that mental process. To
realize how these two processes, physical
process of movement and mental process of
intention is related to each other you have to
attain deep concentration by being aware of the
movement of the foot.
If you have realized how there two processes are
related to each other, then you don't have any
idea of a person who is walking, a being who is
lifting the foot, a self who is pushing forward
the foot. Then what you realize is that
intention or wishing, a mental process causes
the movement of the foot to arise. Without
intention, the movement cannot be done. In this
way you come to realize the law of cause and
effect in your walking meditation.
(St. Paul's Retreat, 1990)
Then what causes the foot to lift? The agent
that lifted the foot is the intention. The
intention caused the toes to be raised, the
intention pushes the foot forward, the intention
causes the foot to push forward and so on. You
do not find any person or self or soul who lifts
the foot, raises the toe and pushes forward. The
reality is that the intention causes the foot to
lift, raise, push forward and drop down. It is
an intention, not a person, not a being, not 'I'
or 'you'. It is a mental state. When it arises,
then it passes away. It is not a permanent
entity, not an everlasting entity which may be
regarded as a person. It's just a natural
process of mentality which causes the foot to
push forward and so on.
(Canberra Retreat, 1990)
Therefore you note 'intending, lifting',
'intending, raising', 'intending, pushing',
'intending, dropping', 'touching' and
'intending, pressing'. When you note touching,
it is not preceded by intention because as soon
as you drop your foot to the ground it touches
the ground whether you have intention or not.
Actually there is no intention. So before
touching you need not note intention because
there is no intention. In this way 'intending,
lifting, intending, raising, intending, pushing,
intending, dropping, touching, intending,
pressing'. (St. Paul's Retreat, 1990)
The Omniscient Buddha taught us to be aware of
all four postures which are walking, standing,
sitting and lying down. When you are doing all
these four postures, you must be aware of all
actions and movements involved in these four
postures without failure. After that the Buddha
taught us to be aware of all daily activities or
physical movements. Abhikkante patikkante
sampajanakari hoti, Alokite vilokite
sampanajakari hoti. Here what the Buddha taught
us is that we must be mindful of any activity of
the body, any physical process as they really
are. Whatever we are doing must be noted and
whatever we are doing, we must be aware of it as
it is without fail so that we have continuity of
mindfulness for the whole day. Continuity of
mindfulness is the cause of deep concentration.
When mindfulness is interrupted, there are gaps
between the previous mindfulness and the
following mindfulness. Then mindfulness cannot
be continuous and constant.
To rightly understand absolute reality of
body-mind processes, not a person, not a being,
not a self or a soul, you have to be mindful of
whatever arises at your body and mind as it is.
The Omniscient Buddha said, when you stretch out
your arms, you should be mindful of 'stretching,
stretching'. When you stretch out your legs, you
should be mindful of 'stretching, stretching'.
When you bend your arm or leg, you must note
'bending, bending'. As long as you are bending
the arm or leg you must be aware of the bending
movement. As long as the leg or hand is
stretching out you must be aware of the
stretching movement, so that you can rightly
understand the reality of the movement of the
hand and the movement of the leg. That is also
wind element or air element. In this way when
you put your hand down or when you lift it up,
you should be aware of it.
(Canberra Retreat, 1990)
During sitting meditation you may be
experiencing a severe painful sensation. You are
patient with it and do not change your position
because you know it is not good to change your
position in a sitting. However, though you do
not change your position, your hand is moving
here and there. Instead of changing your
position you move your hand. Sometimes the hand
touches the face or head. Without any itchy
sensation you may rub the face or hand.
Sometimes when you feel restless or when you
feel a severe pain, your hand lifts itself and
then touches or rests on the knee and so on. In
systematic sitting for meditation you mustn't
move even the hands. You should sit like this
statue so that your concentration doesn't break
and it becomes deep and stable. When you move
your hand from one place to another then the
mind goes with the hand. Then concentration
breaks. When you get used to moving
unconsciously you may do it as a habit in
future. You must remind yourself of this statue.
"I must sit like the statue of the Buddha".
Unconsciously you move your hand. But even
though we say it as unconscious movement but
actually your mind goes with the hand. Without
intention to move the hands, you don't move.
Because you have intention to move, so you do
that. That intention is a mental process. The
concentration of the mind is a mental process.
When you move your hand, then your mind goes
with the hand and concentration breaks. So
please be careful not to move even your hands
from one place to another in sitting meditation.
(St. Paul's Retreat, 1990)
To have deep concentration your mindfulness must
be continuous and constant for the whole day, as
long as you are awake. To have a continuous and
constant mindfulness, you have to put enough
effort in the noting during your practice. You
have to be mindful of whatever arises in your
body and mind while you are sitting, walking or
engaged in your daily life. In this way you can
obtain continuous and uninterrupted mindfulness
for the whole day. To have this continuous
mindfulness, you have to put enough effort into
your practice. To put enough effort into your
practice you need strong faith in your technique
of meditation or the Dhamma. (Canberra Retreat,
1990)
What is the cause of suffering, Dukkha? Lobha or
attachment is the cause of suffering. Even if
you are attached to good experience in
meditation, it is dukkha. Meditation is the
thing which you should experience; not the thing
which you are attached to. Is it right? If you
are attached to your good experience you had
yesterday and today, your meditation is not
good, concentration is poor, then you are about
to cry over it. You feel restless because you
want to re-experience those good things you had
yesterday. The more effort you put in your
noting, the more distraction you have, the more
restless you become and then the more suffering
you have. That is not because of meditational
experience but because of attachment to it.
Attachment is the cause of suffering, dukkha.
That is why the Buddha said that attachment is
Samudaya Sacca. Samudaya is the cause or origin.
Sacca is the truth. Samudaya Sacca is the truth
of the cause of suffering. So attachment is the
cause of suffering. It is right.
(St. Paul's Retreat,1990)
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