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of Insight, Part 2 (5.10.92)
When you are
able to comprehend all the three characteristics
of impermanence, suffering and impersonal nature
of mental and physical phenomena, then it is
called Sammasana nana, Insight Knowledge of
Comperhension. At this stage of insight
knowledge your mind becomes concentrated to a
large extent and there are few thoughts
occasionally arising but you are able to observe
them.
Because of deep concentration you can experience
many different physical discomfort, Kayika
Dukkha such as pain, aching, stiffening,
numbness and so on; but you are able to realize
or perceive every object which is noticed in
three parts or three phases. You are able to
realize the initial, the middle and the final
phases. The movement may be soft; how soft or
weak the movement may be, you are able to
realize the initial phase of rising movement,
the middle phase of rising movement and the
final phase of the rising movement.
The same with pain, aching, itching, and so on.
So you have a lot of pain in this stage of
insight but you are able to manage it. You can
deal with it very successfully. It means that
though the pain, physical discomfort may be
severe, you are able to observe it; you are able
to deal with it and realize it in its initial,
middle and final phases. But when you observe
the painful sensation you know it very well. You
stay with it for some time, for some seconds or
minutes. Before this first pain has disappeared,
there arises another physical discomfort,
stiffening, itchiness and so on. Then you have
to go to the other physical discomfort and
observe it. Before its disappearance, there
arises another pain or discomfort. But actually
you are realizing the initial, middle and final
phases of the painful sensation too. But before
you completely realize the final phases of the
painful sensation, you have to shift to another
painful sensation, stiffness or aching and
observe it. Then it comes to you, it occurs to
your mind that before one object has stopped,
another object arises. Before it has stopped or
disappeared, another object arises. In this way
the noting mind has to change its object from
one object to another and observe it. Then there
are many physical discomforts or many objects
which are arising and then passing away.
In this way you come to realize the impermanence
of any mental process or physical process or
feeling/sensation which is noted. Then when you
have to observe a series of many different
painful sensations, one after another, then you
feel it suffering, Dukkha and also it has the
nature of being oppressed by constant arising
and passing away, Dukkha. They do not obey the
individual's wish; though the meditator wishes
them not to arise but they arise. So they are
uncontrollable, they have an impersonal nature,
Anatta. In this way you come to realize a mental
or physical process which you are very
attentively mindful of. This insight knowledge
which realizes impermanence, suffering and
impersonal nature of mental and physical
processes is called Comprehension by Direct
Experience because you directly experience it,
the arising and passing away of mental and
physical processes. From that direct experience
you judge that there is nothing that is
everlasting. All are subject to impermanence.
So that comprehending insight knowledge is
called the knowledge by direct experience of
mental and physical processes which is presently
being observed. It is called Pacceka nana. But
here Sammasana nana has another sense, that is
knowledge by inference or knowledge by
reflection upon the actual experience of the
object or phenomena. So when you directly
experience the arising and passing away of
mental and physical phenomena, when you see it
very clearly, sometimes you reflect upon actual
experience of impermanency, suffering and
impersonal nature. Then you perceive the
impermanency, suffering and impersonal nature of
the other mental and physical processes which
are not yet observed by inference from what you
have experienced presently with direct
experience of phenomena.
You come to judge that this mental or physical
process which is observed is subject to
impermanence. So other mental or physical
processes which are not presently observed are
subject to impermanence in the same manner. All
the mental states or physical processes in the
past, at present and in the future, far or near,
internal or external, coarse or smooth. All
these mental states or physical processes are
subject to impermanence in the same manner as
the present mental state or physical process
which is observed by you. That kind of knowledge
is called knowledge by inference, Anumana nana
in Pali. Sometimes we say Neyya nana, knowledge
of inference by the actual experience of mental
or physical phenomena which is presently
observed, judging that the other mental states
and physical processes are also subject to
impermanence, suffering and impersonal nature of
phenomena.
So in this way you comprehend the three
characteristics of mental and physical phenomena
which are either observed or not observed. Then
gradually your concentration becomes deeper and
deeper. So the painful sensation becomes
decreasing. You feel relieved of the noting of
the painful sensation. Then you feel happy,
elated, delight at the noting of any mental
state or physical process. The concentration
becomes deeper, then the mind becomes more calm,
serene. Then you feel a very sublime feeling of
tenderness and happiness. Then you feel rapture,
tranquility. Your mind is not disturbed by
anything so mindfulness is very good, sharp and
agile, plaint, ready always to note it very
easily. So the effort also becomes steady,
neither tense nor relaxed, neither strong nor
weak. Steady and moderate effort automatically
arises, helping the mindfulness to note every
object very readily which is arising at the
moment. So you feel happy.
It is at this stage of insight knowledge that
you see some light, sometimes a brilliant light,
sometimes a faint light, sometimes a light like
a fluorescent light, sometimes you may see a
light similar to the head light of a car and so
on. But usually none of these lights last very
long. It comes, very instantly you note and it
goes. But there may be some light which lasts
for 10 to 20 seconds, not longer than that. But
when you are delighted in seeing these lights in
this stage of meditation and are attached to the
light, the light will come very often and very
brilliantly. It may last for some time. You
note, 'seeing, seeing…' but it comes again, then
lasts for some time, you note 'seeing, seeing'.
Though you observe it but subconsciously you
like it, you are attached to it; then the light
doesn't disappear completely.
One of the lady meditators who was about 25 or
30 years old saw some lights. Gradually the
light became brighter and brighter. She felt
delighted in it. But when she was urged to note,
she noted it. When she noted the light went
away. Then very instantly it came again and she
noted it. But subconsciously she was attached to
it. The light lasted for about 20 days. She was
disappointed with this light. She couldn't get
over it. Why? It is called Nikanti. Nikanti
means very subtle attachment. It is like a
desire or craving but not so strong. Very
stealthily it comes into your mind.
Unconsciously it is attached to the object. It
is called Nikanti, one of the ten corruptions of
insight knowledge. Very dangerous thing.
In the Buddha's time there was a monk who
practised Samatha Meditation first of all and
attained deep concentration. When he had
attained Jhana concentration he switched his
practice to Vipassana Meditation, observing
bodily and mental processes. He attained until
the third stage of the Path knowledge but after
a very long time because he felt delighted in
the attainment of Jhana concentration. He had
Nikanti, a very subtle attachment to the Jhana
concentration. His insight knowledge went up one
after another, then again came back because of
that attachment to Jhana concentration. Then
after he had attained the lower three stages of
Path knowledge, again he was attached to the
three stages of Path knowledge too. He couldn't
attain Arahatship. The Buddha called it Dhamma
raga, Dhamma nandi. Dhamma raga means attachment
to Dhamma; Dhamma nandi means delighted in
attainment of Dhamma, that means Jhana
concentration. Both Dhamma raga and Dhamma nandi
are Nikanti. That monk himself didn't know it.
Only the Buddha knew it and explained it to the
Venerable Ananda about this monk being unable to
attain Arahatship.
So when we have passed over the third stage of
insight knowledge of comprehension, then we get
into the very "bad" good experience of the early
part of the fourth stage of insight knowledge of
arising and passing away of mental and physical
phenomena, Udaya bhaya nana. Because we have got
over the very difficult stage, that is the
painful stage so gradually the mind becomes
concentrated, light, happy, rapturous and so on.
There are many good experiences at this stage.
Because you have these experiences,
concentration is also very good, so you feel
tranquil and calm. The mind is very agile and
pliant, subtle and also the whole body is
suffused with a very tender feeling of rapture
and happiness. Then the meditator subconsciously
is attached to it. He feels delight in these
"bad" good experiences. These are called
Upakilesa.
Upakilesa can be translated literally as dirty
things. These good experiences are very dirty.
They defile your insight knowledge a great deal
so that you cannot get to the higher stages of
insight. So you stand still there. You get
dilemma. The Venerable Nyanaponika Thera
translated Upakilesa as corruption, the 10
corruptions. Actually they are 10 dirty things.
You see the lady meditator I mentioned earlier
had to waste her time for about 20 days because
of these dirty things.
Then the meditator is told by his Teacher that
these are the great hindrances to his
meditation, so he must not be attached to them.
What you should do is to just watch it, whatever
arises, good or bad, very attentively and
energetically. Then you can get over these small
good experiences; these are trivial things. Then
he proceeds with his meditation practice, still
with deep concentration. But he doesn't feel
happy, rapturous or tranquil; the mind is still
concentrated so it becomes sharp, the insight
becomes more and more penetrating.
Whatever movement he notes he sees disappearing.
Whatever feeling or sensation he notes, then he
sees disappearance. Everything he notes is
disappearing, disappearing. Then he comes to
judge, "Whatever arises is subject to passing
away. When I note lifting movement, 'lifting,
lifting', the first movement of lifting when it
is noted, then it passes away. In this way many
broken movements of the foot are arising and
passing away incessantly". Here he comes to
realize the appearance and disappearance of
physical phenomena. Also when he notes thoughts.
When a thought comes to him and he notes it,
then the thought disappears. Then another
thought, another thought comes. He notes.
Disappearing, disappearing. He comes to judge,
"Oh these thoughts are subject to impermanence.
None of these thoughts are everlasting. They are
arising and instantly passing away." It is
somewhat difficult to realize thoughts in these
three characteristics especially appearance and
disappearance of thoughts. To realize appearance
and disappearance of physical processes such as
rising movements, falling movements, lifting,
pushing, dropping and so on are not so difficult
as to experience thoughts appearing and
disappearing. This stage of knowledge is called
insight knowledge of arising and passing away of
mental and physical phenomena, Udaya bhaya nana.
The Buddha said there are five factors for a
meditator who expects to be successful: 1)
Saddha, firm faith in the Triple Gem especially
in the method of meditation. 2) Health. You
should be healthy. Unless you are healthy you
cannot be successful. If you are healthy you can
strive your best the whole day and night.
Sometimes without sleeping about seven days. You
can continuously practise because of good
health. But if your health is very fragile or if
you are frail, you can't. 3) You must be honest
and straightforward. You must not tell lies
about your experience to your teacher or your
co-meditator. You must be frank, open and
straightforward as to your meditational
experiences. 4) Viriya. Strenous effort. When
the Buddha described this strenous effort, the
Buddha used two words which should be well
remembered. One word is Parakkama, ever
increasing effort. Then Dahla Viriya, firm
effort. Then when we compound the two words, it
means you must have every increasing firm
effort. Then you are sure to attain
enlightenment. Everyone who has this ever
increasing firm effort is sure to attain
Nibbana, liberation. Another one, the Buddha
said, Anikita Dhoro. Nikita means put down,
Dhoro means burden or responsibility. You have
the responsibility to proceed with your practice
until you have attained Arhatship. You must not
put down that responsibility. If you have a firm
and ever increasing effort, you do not put down
your responsibility, your burden. You always
shoulder it until you have attained Arhatship.
After you have attained Arhatship you can put it
down. 5) A meditator must have the insight
knowledge of arising and passing away of
phenomena. Here there may arise a question. "How
can a meditator from the beginning or in the
beginning realize arising and passing away of
mental and physical phenomena?" No. No meditator
realizes arising and passing away of phenomena
in the beginning of the practice. Then he
couldn't be endowed with that factor, the fifth
one. But what the Buddha said is if he strives
he must have attained this insight of arising
and passing away of mental and physical
phenomena. In other words he must have the
ability to realize the appearance and
disappearance of phenomena. That's what he
meant.
Now I have explained the fourth insight
knowledge of arising and passing away of mental
and physical phenomena. Some of you have
experienced this knowledge very well. Even the
severe pain gives you this knowledge. When you
make an attempt to get into the centre of the
pain attentively and energetically the mind
gradually gets into the centre of the pain. Then
the pain couldn't stay still, so it explodes or
disintegrates. Some of you experienced it.
Sometimes the pain dispersed gradually.
Sometimes the pain exploded when your noting
mind got into it. It means you are realizing
arising and passing away of feeling or
sensation. Vedana Khanda, Aggregate of Feeling
or Sensation, that is a mental state. So it
means that now that you experienced arising and
passing away of mental states or physical
processes or both, you are endowed with the
fifth factor of a meditator. So you are sure to
attain the enlightenment if you proceed with
your practice intensively, continuously. That's
what the Buddha meant. May all of you be endowed
with these five factors of a meditator and
attain Arhatship.
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